Lonely Black Bird

2010-01-29T19:02:00.000-08:00

1 more weeks to go... And now i'm fucking stress out... Wat job tat really suits me best? i dont... Any jobs i think... Well, let's wait and see....

2010-01-11T05:49:00.000-08:00

17 working more days and i'm stress out... wat kind of a job should i pick up? Wit e cert tat i have which is only NITEC, how far cn i go... Hmmmm??? i really dont know... Jus need to do something abt it...

ORD FFI is done... Now need to do my clearance.. And i cn ORD... If Only i cn... Cn i? Am i ready for e real world? Damn it... Wit e problem tat i'm facing all tis while... I dont think i cn do tis on my own...

Let's jus give up and and follow wit e flow.....

E day i ask her to be my gal....

2010-01-08T08:24:00.001-08:00

010110, is e day i ask farhana to be my gal... hehehe... i hope it work things out... love u sayang...

2009-12-31T03:08:00.000-08:00

1 more month to go & life for me r jus getting harder each and everyday... It's seems so hard for me to jus accept e fact tat tis is my life... How cn i manage my life rite after i ORD? How cn i face e real world? How cn i adapt myself wit e new world tat i'm going to face soon? New jobs r a waits me.. Could i support my beloved family wit e jobs tat is waiting for me? Jus need to make things rite.. Wit e rite mind sets.. Jus need to get myself ready for e coming future...

Well, tat is 1 part of my life... Now, i jus got to found out tat my grandmother(WAN) is in SGH rite now... I was told tat her blood presure was so damn high... I've lost my grandfather(TOK), I dont wish to lose her now... Will we be ready for wat is going to happen next? Will she be ok? Grandma, pls hold on... We still need u in our life grandma... Be Stronge... Ur Grandchilds need's e love from their granparents.... We already lose 1, we dont ish to lose u grandma... We will pray for ur health...

2009-12-26T04:23:00.000-08:00

Ok, where do i start, yesterday i followed Ana to hospital to see her sis and e new born baby... she was damn cute... Cute like ana... Well, we went out at 10+ in e morning.. we take e train to novena and held a cap to e hospital... it was at mount alvernia hospital... when we reach there, we were e first person to reach... well, we waited for hours for her family to came... bt it was ok... at around 5+ to 6... her whole family came.. trying to get along wit her family.. hehehe...

New Life

2009-12-24T06:40:00.000-08:00

Hey people... Sory for not updating my blog... I know it has being a boring blog.. so........ wit e conclusion and hlep from my best buddy, dolly, we have came up wit a new style... New songs, New life, New updates...

So!! Where do i start, well, Things r doing jus find for me now... Wit e help of dolly, i'm starting to stand on my feet completely... I start to get to know tis sweet, cute gal by e name of " Farhana Binte Muhammad" from dolly... Well, we have being knowing each other for nearly 1 month plus now... I was lucky to know her from dolly... Ana was a funny, cute, sweet, cheerful gal i've ever met.. Things is different now wit her in my life... Eventhough we have not yet together bt i cn feel her love, care, concern and understanding... For e pass few days i have confront to her my feelings towards her... She told me tat she has e same feeling jus tat is not e right time yet... So, we will be taking our time to really get to know each other even more and even better... So, we agreed to take things slowly...

We have being talking on e phone every now and than, messaging very frequently... We also meet up sometime when we have e free time... Tomorrow i'll be following her to e hospital to visit her sis who have jus given birth to a baby gal... Cant wait bt at e same time abit scared... Dont know why... Well, atleast i jus give it a try.... Who know's... Her family is very friendly..

Next week i'll be going for my "ORD FFI".. YES AR!!!!!! Cant wait to ord... hehehe... So tat i can start to work, save money... Help my beloved Mom and Sibling... My new life is jus around e corner... I've sign up for "CASINO SECURITY OFFICER" & "POLICE FORCE"... So which ever job i got myself into, i'll jus go for it... It's not easy to look for jobs in s'pore now.. So watever jobs i get, i'll jus grap it... As long e pay cn support myself, my future & my family...

So i hope wit e new look, new blog style, new songs, new updates will keep u guys updates... Hope u guys enjoy wit e new things in my blogs... Enjoy & updating soon...

SAYONARA!!!!